Updating Confusionart

So finally, after a long time I have been able to rediscovered the joy of blogging. There are both philosophical reasons and practical, this post will just try to highlight some of the practicalities that helped me to get back. Simply put its ‘WordPress‘ and ‘Diwaker‘ (although he still does not know it).

I was dormant on the blog (infact, did not do anything extra from the day of installation) because I wanted a couple of things. Mainly I was not sure how to handle different kinds of posts that I might have. One one hand there are regular text posts, on the other there are regular photoblog posts, in between there are documentary travel photoblog posts. To complicate the matters, I also wanted a place to showcase a portfolio. I was using wordpress just for text blogs, but now updating it to the latest version, I can use is as a complete content management system. To generate travelogue and portfolio, I now post them as regular posts, but under their respective categories. Then using template I can make separate index pages and design them however I want. So I guess, this will make my job lot easier. I also found this plugin for easily retrieving image thumbnails from pixelpost. Had to modify it to my needs, because I dont need latest or random images. I need images from a particular range. Anyhow, thanks to wordpress, I think I will  be able to live with this system for a while now.

The second help came from the Thematic Theme (Hat tip Diwaker). Using the template framework of Thematic and a modified frontend from EarlyMorning, I was able to generate the kind of look and feel I wanted. The best part is the decoupling of the backend and frontend of the theme, making it a lot easier to modify.

Whats, left is now to modify the pixelpost stylesheet to match it to the look and feel of the complete blog.

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Ishan’s Marriage

I am thankful to Ishan, to make me come out of my lassitude, and given me an opportunity to document his marriage ceremony. I thoroughly enjoyed the experience of shooting at the marriage (although it was pita to edit and pp them). The idea of documenting moments of something so special is exhilarating. In fact I gave a couple of thought to seriously taking up being a pro-hobby-ist marriage photographer. Or any event that does not require design. I mean – I love the constrains involved. You are just present there to document what is, without interfering with the process. Plus, such events have small subtle moments which are usually missed. In this set, I have tried to bring about those moments. Hope you like it.

Ps: Let me start my pro-hobby-ist marriage photographer career here. I am interested to do some more marriage photo-shoots. If you are like the idea behind these pictures, and want to ‘hire’ me, mail me at nikhil.rasiwasia@gmail.com to discuss further :)

Happy?PraySublte MomentKnottedTowards LightDont WorryI will followIn front of fireMarriageCreative Shot-3Wont leaveThe Holy RoundsWeCreative Shot-2Creative Shot-1FireAnother Lighter MomentThere exists GodNo Looking BackI dont existHeavenly SindhoorHoly TikaThe MediatorSome Lighter MomentsMy Favorite of the LotI am yoursI DoGarlandGarlandThe JoySome Shy MomentsWelcome IshanWelcome the Groom

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Mind Identities and Self.

“I am a mildly big fan of National Geographic. Although it does not prove anything, but that is the only magazine I subscribe to. While the articles in themselves are of high informational content I always used to wonder what does it take to write one of these articles.”

“An another interesting event happened at Puneet Bhaiya’s place an year back. We were discussing about the education system, and he said that the system here (USA) is much better. For a child growing up in India does not even know that a field, such as Anthropology exists and he can pursue it.”

“I like to take pictures. And write sometimes. But over the years, I have found more meaning if those pictures had a story behind it. More than often, these stories have a human aspect. Or to say an anthropological aspect.”

So, a culmination of all these random thought, excited me to try a course in Anthropology Department at UCSD. After looking at the possible options, two courses stood out. The first one was what they call as ‘culture core’, which talked about theoretical foundations of cultural anthropology. The first class was an introduction to ‘Structuralism‘. Although, interesting, it felt too dry. Moreover, I was probably not allowed to take a core anthropology course. The other option I has was – Mind, Self and Identity. The website description of the course said,

“This seminar critically examines social, cultural, and psychological theories of the person, and their relationship to conceptions of the person found in moral political and religious discourses. It explores the role of concepts of the person in ethnographic research.”

So, its been seven weeks into the course, and I am loving every part of it. This course, can be divided into thee different parts. The first part talked about the concept of a Person, from historical, anthropological and philosophical perspective.  This was later extended to the modern concepts of the self, more from a philosophical perspective. Next we read the ethnographies relating to the cultural effects on the concept of personhood. Interestingly, one of them talks about a small village – Mangaldihi in West Bengal. This is where we stand currently. The final section is about Existential and Experiential dimensions of Selfhood (not really sure what it means).

So much for background. I wanted this post to be basically a documentation of the first part of the course. The first part, was more philosophical in nature. We read about various western philosophers and their arguments to what does self entail. It was really interesting to follow a historical path to philosophy of self. Although, expected, but still I was excited to see the Descartes’, “I think therefore I am”  being part of the discussion. Anyhow, here I am trying to document, some philosophers who have had something important to say about self. As of now I am providing with some statements from wiki, that best describe the meager knowledge I have about them. Sometimes I supplement it with my statements about their philosophies, hopefully will be able to do justice to them some day.

  1. Socrates (~400BC): Forming an accurate picture of the historical Socrates and his philosophical viewpoints is problematic at best. Socrates did not write philosophical texts. The knowledge of the man, his life, and his philosophy is based on writings by his students and contemporaries. Foremost among them is Plato; however, works by Xenophon, Aristotle, and Aristophanes also provide important insights.
  2. Plato (~300BC): “Platonism” is a term coined by scholars to refer to the intellectual consequences of denying, as Socrates often does, the reality of the material world. (My: He believed in a separation of reason and desires, and suggested the former to be superior to the latter. However, his reason was external to self, in line with the ‘Order of Cosmos’)
  3. Aristotle(~350BC): was a student of Plato and teacher of Alexander the Great. Like his teacher Plato, Aristotle’s philosophy aims at the universal. Aristotle, however, found the universal in particular things, which he called the essence of things, while Plato finds that the universal exists apart from particular things, and is related to them as their prototype or exemplar. For Aristotle, therefore, philosophic method implies the ascent from the study of particular phenomena to the knowledge of essences, while for Plato philosophic method means the descent from a knowledge of universal Forms (or ideas) to a contemplation of particular imitations of these.
  4. Augustine (300AD): In both his philosophical and theological reasoning, he was greatly influenced by Stoicism, Platonism and Neo-platonism. A Latin church father, is one of the most important figures in the development of Western Christianity. (My: He supported the reason over anything else argument, but his reason was directed to the service of God.)
  5. (Stoics: Need Names here)
  6. … There seems  to be a big gap in time…
  7. Descartes (~1600AD): (My: If we have to name anyone as the Father of Modern Philosophy, then it will be Descartes). Many elements of his philosophy have precedents in late Aristotelianism, the revived Stoicism of the 16th century, or in earlier philosophers like St. Augustine. Descartes was a major figure in 17th-century continental rationalism, later advocated by Baruch Spinoza and Gottfried Leibniz, and opposed by the empiricist school of thought consisting of Hobbes, Locke, Berkeley, Jean-Jacques Rousseau, and Hume. He is best known for the philosophical statement “Cogito ergo sum” (My: More apt to say that I doubt, therefor I exist). (My: Dualism – Soul/Mind is separated from the body and has separate existence). Suggested that the body works like a machine, that it has the material properties of extension and motion, and that it follows the laws of physics. The mind (or soul), on the other hand, was described as a nonmaterial entity that lacks extension and motion, and does not follow the laws of physics. This form of dualism or duality proposes that the mind controls the body, but that the body can also influence the otherwise rational mind, such as when people act out of passion.
  8. Hobbes(1650AD): His account of human nature as self-interested cooperation has proved to be an enduring theory in the field of philosophical anthropology. He was one of the main philosophers who founded materialism. (My: Life is bruta, nasty and short. He was somewhat opposite of Descartes, and did not give much weight to mind and reason. Its all body.)
  9. John Locke(1650AD): widely known as the Father of Liberalism. Locke’s theory of mind is often cited as the origin of modern conceptions of identity and the self, figuring prominently in the work of later philosophers such as Hume, Rousseau and Kant. Locke was the first to define the self through a continuity of consciousness. He postulated that the mind was a blank slate or tabula rasa. Contrary to pre-existing Cartesian philosophy, he maintained that we are born without innate ideas, and that knowledge is instead determined only by experience derived from sense perception. (My: So he was an empiricist, as opposed to rationalist)
  10. David Hume (1750AD):  (My: Need to read more about him. Looks like he was against rationalism, and pro senses)
  11. Immanuel Kant(1750AD): Kant believed himself to be creating a compromise between the empiricists and the rationalists. The empiricists believed that knowledge is acquired through experience alone, but the rationalists maintained that such knowledge is open to Cartesian doubt and that reason alone provides us with knowledge. Kant argues, however, that using reason without applying it to experience will only lead to illusions, while experience will be purely subjective without first being subsumed under pure reason. (My: Very Chaapy Guy).
  12. Contemporary Philosophers: G.W.F. Hegel, Henry David Thoreau, Karl Marx, Charles Sanders Peirce, Friedrich Nietzsche, Émile Durkheim, Ludwig Wittgenstein
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Science and Religion

A smile just crossed my face when I saw this image. I perceive it as an excellent mingling multiple things. Of how science helped these women to be a step closer to their religion, by helping them actually see  the eclipse. Of how science is helping these women to break the myth of religion of  solar eclipse being a bad omen, by actually giving them means to observe it. Of how people are so steadfast in their religion, that even though they know whats causing the eclipse (I presume so), they are still a believer and fold their hands in respect. Of how women are ahead of men ;). Of how technology has permeated into the grass roots. Women, who are usually not exposed to and tend to shy away from technology, are comfortable using it.

Image Courtsey: http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2009/07/the_longest_solar_eclipse_of_t.html

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My San Diego

Just a collection of things to do in San Diego to serve as a reference in future.

Views

  • Coronado
  • Harbor Drive
  • Harbor Island
  • Point Loma
  • Sunset Cliffs
  • OB Pier
  • Wind and Sea Beach
  • La Jolla Cove
  • La Jolla Shores
  • Mount Soledad
  • Coast Drive
  • Glider Port
  • Torrey Pines
  • Lake Poway

Eats

  • Hodadz
  • Burger Lounge
  • Zia’s Pizza
  • California Thai Cafe
  • Surathi Farsan
  • BJ’s
  • Extraordinary Desserts
  • Bhasim Coffee House
  • Pizza Port
  • Mama’s Bakery
  • Ethiopian Places
  • Coco’s
  • Peoples
  • OB Pier breakfast

Night

  • Attitude Sky
  • Casbah
  • Shouthouse
  • Yardhouse
  • Australian

Others

  • Outlet Stores
  • Fruit Picking
  • UCSD trip
  • My Home
  • Gas Lamp District
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Mathematics of Morals.

Abstract: This article tries to analyze the existence and utility of “morals” on human life. “Morals” is a highly overloaded term with different sets of people having different notions of its meaning, and highly likely having different set of morals. It is argued that the existence of morals in human life can be to support: perceivable personal benefit, social benefit, long-term personal benefit, or the “fair” world. Using these four different sets (the intersection of which is not necessarily empty), different possible interpretations of morals are reached at. Not, this article does not argue, what is the correct definition of “morals”, it only analyzes what are the different set of morals. The mathematics used in the article is just to furnish a degree of seriousness, and is elementary enough to be read by someone with no experience in math. The two mathematical abstraction used will be ∪ (for union of sets) and ∩ (for intersection of a set)

Disclaimer: This article is purely from an analysis point of view, and in no way represents personal beliefs or “morals” of the author.

It all started with a small discussion with Aneesh, Shibin and Sikha. The core of the discussion being the question “Is suicide right?”. To start with, this question can be asked in many different words, “Is suicide moral/ethical?” being two such different questions, however, it will be difficult to reach any conclusive grounds if we are not clear about what we mean by the words we choose. Thus I start with some definitions that needs to be established to avoid any misconceptions.

Act: The action performed by an actor (A human for this article). The question of the act being by the “free will” or as a result of a “biological process” is beyond the scope of this article, and both these possibilities are supported by the conclusions.

Free Will: A rational decision making entity separate from the actors physical body.

Biological Process: The sum total of all chemical, electrical and other processes in actor’s physical body.

Society: Someone other than the actor. For completeness sake, let me mention that this article does not debate on existence of society or the actor itself, maybe its in perception, but it does not matter. An important deviation from common definition of society, is that I include the notion of “God” as being part of the society. Again, its existence questions being irrelevant for this article. Moreover, I argue (assume) that society is a necessary condition for a debate on “morals”. If the society does not exist (in perception), then the existence of morals is itself challenged. Finally, two emotions will play an important role in the analysis of morals: Fear and Guilt. I mention them here, as both these emotions depend on society for their sustenance.

Perceivable Personal Benefit Acts: Acts which are intended to produce results perceived by the actor to be in his/her benefit. These acts could be physical necessity, for example the act of drinking water, or perceived personal need, for example shopping. Notice the use of “intended”. This shall be usually omitted hereon, as all acts will be classified based on intention, rather than the results they produce.

Long-term Personal Benefit Acts: Acts which do not have a direct perceivable benefit, but result in one in future. The actor might or might not think about these long term benefits. For example, doing someone a favor (in the hope of/and)  getting a favor in return in future.

Social Benefit Acts: These acts are the ones that necessarily result in benefits of society as defined above. Again, the actor may or may not reap a direct or an indirect benefit. The act of picking up garbage from street and putting in the dustbin would be one such act. Some people might argue that this ultimately leads to the increased “happiness” of the actor. Please see the note on “happiness” for clarifications.

The world of “fair” acts (WOFA): A world of “absolute fair” and “absolute unfair”.  More precisely it means, that in a given situation there is an act that is fair in absolute sense. Its fairness does not depend on personal preferences of the actor. In other words, there exists a “moral highground”. Importantly, this article does not argue for existence of such a world. It is possible that it is a hypothetical construct of the actor’s brain, or otherwise. Many people might be uncomfortable, in accepting the possibility of such a world, and for them, just ignoring the set of such acts would still be sufficient to understand the analysis. For some other, clubbing it with any of the above three sets would be a satisfactory solution. Henceforth, the word “fair” would be used in the sense of “absolute fairness”. An example of the act in this set could be, division of a thing equally between a set of people.

Happiness: This is another overloaded term, and can not be defined by words. However, for the purpose of this article, the assumption (claim) is that all actors act to increase the sum total of their personal happiness at that moment. This is to the extent that the acts of sacrifice, where one might inflict pain on himself, stills lead to an increase in overall happiness (by the satisfaction the actor gets by performing the act). Thus, the actor is actively engaged in increasing his happiness (it is possible, that inspite of the intention, the outcome might not be an increase in happiness)

Right Acts: For many people, “moral” acts are synonymous with “right” acts. If this is the case, then the question “Is it moral?” can be substituted with “Is it right?”. But for some others, since every act is indented to increase the happiness of the actor, all acts are “right” by definition. For simplification, I will follow the latter belief, defining all acts to be intentionally “right” by definition separating it from different possible notions of morals. For those of you who might want go a step further and claim that all acts are moral in the same spirit, please read till the end.

Morals, values, ethics etc: For the purpose of this article, all other terms relating to the notion of “morals” such as values, ethics are considered synonymous. If the reader finds it necessary  to separate them, please let the author know via comments.

Fear, Guilt: Both these emotions carry the commonly accepted definitions. Fear is the  anticipation of pain, and guilt being the pain of not doing an act in a certain way. Fear is easy to understand from a biological point of view, however guilt is a little more complex. It is not clear, why is there guilt. One possible explanation could be, there does exist WOFA and if someone does not do an act from WOFA he will feel guilty, however, it is conceivable that for the same act one might feel guilty, and others might not. Another explanation is that we usually hypothesize ourselves at the receiving end, and if the outcome was not favorable, we feel pain. From an evolutionary point of view, still another is that over time, it has been hard wired into us to feel guilty for acts that could be detrimental to us on average.

Now, finally coming on to the analysis of “morals”. First note that, the four sets of acts defined above, although being exhaustive set of acts, are not mutually exclusive. An act may have benefits personal and societal benefits. Using simple circles to define them as sets, we get a pictorial representation of the set of Acts.

The set of acts

(The small circles in Set C and Set D are intersections with Set B and Set A resp. for completeness).

At first I tried to follow a process of elimination, thinking about all possible sets which could constitute “morals”, but then it became too cumbersome and elusive. Thus, I rather choose to work with few most probable sets of morals.

  1.  Set A: Perceived personal benefits, independent of any other benefits or not
  2.  Set A ∩ C: Perceived personal benefits and social benefits
  3.  Set B ∩ C: Long term personal benefits and social benefits
  4.  Set B: Long term personal benefits
  5. Set C: Social benefits
  6. Set D: Moral Highground

Consider four examples, and how would you classify the acts that follow:

e1) There is a spider in your room, you choose to kill it instead of capturing it and releasing it in a safe place away from the room.

e2) This one is drastic (please note that this example is just for argument sake): There is a country facing population problems. Its socially beneficial to reduce the population of that country, as the resources are limited and there is a strata of population who are not able to contribute anything to the society. The government suggests to exterminate all the people who are unable to contribute positively to the society.

e3) Suppose you want to purchase a commodity. You reach the point of purchase, and you see there is a queue to purchase it.  Every purchase of the commodity needs 5 mins and there are 20 people in the queue.  Your time is as important as time of other people in the queue. You just arrived but see a friend in the middle of the queue. Instead of standing at the back of the queue you choose to join your friend to save time.

e4) You are given a piece of chocolate to share equally with your sibling. You know that you can always overpower your sibling, and he/she is afraid of you and would never complain against you to your parents whom you fear. You decide to keep a major share of chocolate for yourself.

These acts might have no absolute anwers to judge morality of the actor. However, depending upon what your answers are, a definition of morality can be reached for you.

Consider (e1): If someone answers finds the act amoral, then depending on the reasons of his choice, observations about his definitions of morals can be made.

  1. If there is no specific reason, its highly likely that he believes in WOFA, that “killing is amoral”. A rational being is not afraid that the spiders family might know that he killed the spider, and then take a revenge. No one saw him doing the act, so there is no role of society.
  2. Another, possible reason for classifying it as amoral could be that the actor considers the spider as a part of his society and is fearful that his killing the spider, might somehow come back to him. Or at the least, recreates the pain, the spider might feel, and is  guilty. In this case, his morals are more attuned with long term personal benefits

…to be continued.

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Mexico Motorcycle Trip [Mexico]

  • Date: Mar 25-29, 2009
  • Destinations: Ensenada, Mexicali, San Felipe, Puertacitos
  • Activity: Motorcycle
  • Members: Abhinav Bhatele, Ankit Srivastava, Anshuman Gupta (Half Trip) and Nikhil Rasiwasia
  • Distance: 850 miles
  • Duration: 5 days
  • Terrain: Coast, Mountains, Desert

A small collection of my favorite pictures from the Mexico trip. We had two trips – Con Anshu, and Cin Anshu. Anshu lost is passport and hhad to go to Mexico City. Our original plan was to do about 1200 miles, but we had to come back to San Diego to Drop off Anshu’s Motorcycle. This was the first two days. The next three days, we went to a small beach town called San Felipe on the northern tip of Sea of Cortez. Unfortunately I was unable to take my camera on the second trip, so many of the pictures here are not taken by me and are from Bhatele’s point and shoot camera. A bigger collection of pictures is here. Ankit has also written a blog about it here.

Landmark JunctionWaiting for AnshuEnsenada, MexicoAnshu, Ankit and AbhinavNight View EnsenadaAnkit Leaning for LifeAt a coffee shop in TijuanaBack Home in San DiegoOn the way to San FelipeAbhinav BhateleNikhil RasiwasiaSunrise in San FelipeMexican HatsSome Random Beach south of San FelipePlaying in the BeachRelaxingThis is how we got them there.SoakingRare Pose Shot ;)Coming Back Home

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Making Samosas

This was on my todo list for such a long time – making ‘good’ samosas! I mean given that good samosas are a common phenomena back in India, its surprising that not even a single store in America, yes not even a ’single’ store, makes good samosa. The most common mistake they do is to fry them in over heated oil rendering the samosa surface full of blisters and scalds. Comeon! be little more kind to it, what harm have they done to you? If not that, then the crust is so thin, that you feel you are eating flakes filled with potatoes. And on the topic of potatoes, most of them even dont know how to make an edible filling for samosas. Some hash the potatoes, some fill it with diced ones, and yet some other add things like corn, carrots, beans etc. If anyone of you out there is reading this! please please please DONT add vegetable other than potatoes and peas! Thats all you have to do. And dont hash or dice the potatoes, try simple mashing with hand. Finally, please dont make samosas as if you are feeding the feeble heart! Add spices to it. Generously!. Enough of rant. Motivated by a really close friend of mine, it was the right opportunity, that being my roommates birthday, to put money where my mouth was. Yes we (Himanshu and me) made ‘good’ samosas this weekend. Its not that difficult after all. You just need to love making and eating samosas. I am sorry I cant let you taste for yourself, but you can definitely relish it visually.

samosas

Some new learning from the process too. First, not to make the dough from coarsely ground flour. It will lend the samosas a little granular taste and make it visually less appealing. Second, not to make the crust too thick either, as it spoils the holy balance between filling and crust. Other than that!Happy Samosas!

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An interesting application for what I do.

I work in image retrieval, the basic idea being finding images similar to a given query image. This can be posed in three different forms. First, find me images which are only near duplicates of the query image. Second, find me images that are visually similar (color, texture, etc) to the query image. And third, find me images that have the same concepts (birds, tree, ground etc) as those of the query image. All of them are interesting problems in themselves, with the degree of difficulty increasing from one -> three. Although there is an evident application to this, that being image retrieval itself, but I just saw this application that makes an interesting use of the first two solutions – Image Comparer. It allows one to refine similar images or pictures he has in his collection, saving us the trouble of finding similar images.

I installed and tried this software, but not unexpectedly was  not impressed with the output. For sure it does not have the capability of finding similar images at semantic level, it does not even work at the visual level. Maybe its good for near duplicate images, which I am not really interested in. Nevertheless, I will give them kudos for the idea.

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29h Monument Valley [USA] [UTAH]

  • Date: Feb 13-14, 2009
  • Activity: Driving
  • Members: Himanshu Khatri, Ankit Srivastava and Nikhil Rasiwasia
  • Distance: 1504 miles
  • Average Speed: 64.9mph
  • Duration: 29 hours
  • Terrain: Coast, Mountains, Desert
  • Lodging: In Car.

Doing something different, something creative, something adventurous has always been our motto. Let not funny faces befool you about the seriousness of the trip. It was a pretty darn serious trip, excusing the actors. The idea was simple. We drive. Thats it. We had the car for a day, and we drive for a day, 29 hours to be precise. East was calling us. Our inital estimate was to do 60mph on average, ride for 29hours, and cover atleast 1200miles.

The 29h TripThe BeginningGas StopLightThe MorningWaiting for sunshineWaiting for sunshineThe Sun meets the Awesome ThreesomeLook backSunlight FinallySunlight FinallySunlight FinallyMovementBeholdNever BeforeThe Three SistersPeaceful, Pure, Picturesque with MoonStopIconic Monument ValleyThe Way BackPageThe BendPeaceful, Pure, Picturesque

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